i'm confused, i'm scared, i'm hungry/

i feel like i'm wandering around, alone, in an endless scary confusing maze
no way out
nobody to help me


i have no idea whether to believe you anymore
i thought i could trust you
i thought you were different
i thought you were nice


but who am i to set conclusions
who am i to judge you
who am i to decide that you've changed



lying so much to myself that i've blurred the lines between the truth and the lies


it's ok. it'll just be a matter of time before everything tides over and we'll be back to square one, back to the happy carefree times