i ought to post more and be like pear (who recently just created the new blog) and update every now and then. LOL

i mean, i have absolutely NO REASON and NO RIGHT to mia, cuz actually everything is going on just fine. my mortal is vair vair responsive and vair vair cute, and she has since wrote me 3 letters yay, and cca is like, alright, to say the least, cuz at least i can understand what zhang lao is talking about -_- and for once in my life i read my maths textbook and did all my hw on time like some very motivated nerd and jap lessons are no longer a torture cuz the sensei happens to be a very nice lady :) so i have ABSOLUTELY NO REASON to feel stressed and mia and stuff like that. tho i feel deflated. ): the first week of lousy lousy sec 2 has totally drained me out (what with all the benging with shufen & jiaqi & the reading of textbooks & the stupid chinese compo & battling with sleepiness during the last lesson of the day & lousy lousy cca) so i'm not exactly anticipating the rest of sec 2 D: tho gee claimed that sec 2 is like, totally the best year of sec sku life. weird uh.

see. i feel so deflated and tired now. and thinking about hw makes me want to die. literally and i'm defintely NOT exaggerating or whatever.

it's just the first week of sku and the hw is like a mountain -inserts chinese phrase- idk and i forgot whatever the damned chinese phrase is, i'm so tired of all these academic rubbish now i just want to slack

read romeo & juliet just now when i'm supposed to read tkam, since mrs soh said she's going to assume that we've read it for 3 times alr -_- and romeo & juliet is surprisingly good. really interesting. okaye i sound like a nerd again -.-

sigh. and i ended up being the home ec/dance/music rep
it'll be interesting to see me stutter over the answer to whatever time signature and whatever note during music. and it'll be interesting to see me dance like a flying pig with 2 left feet

whatever. it's still good to have a role tho. since according to gege without a leadership role our leadership points will suffer or something. -_-

shit. tmr needa wake up at 7. all thanks to cca and WHY THE HECK DO WE HAVE TO REPORT AT 8.45