i'm not excited about co camp anymore.



well after what gege told me i sort of feel... cheated. she said her senior told her it's just cca without going home. which, technically, makes everything worse. BOO.
IMAGINE!! CCA WITHOUT GOING HOME!!
-.- DDDDDDDD: DDDDDDD':


but she said there'll be A LITTLE BIT of fun activities. pffffft.


ok but nowadays i dont dread cca anymore. cos maybe, just maybe, i'm kinda immune to everything now. to my lousiness in playing the stupid dazu song, to what other people think. nowadays i just let myself believe everything is alright and refuse to face the problems directly. well that's called running away from problems, i know. but what can i do?